Below are the 11 most recent journal entries recorded in Allison's LiveJournal:

Wednesday, July 17th, 2002
7:58 pm	myers briggs says allison is teacher/counselor idealist E/INFJ (Comment on this)
Wednesday, July 10th, 2002
5:38 pm	in the words of celine dion: allllllll byyyyymyyyyseeeeelllffffff no one is here it's nice sometimes i had to present myself in my class today with some personal collage i hate public speaking i was so nervous my voice was shaking and i couldn't look at anyone hmmm...i wish i did a better job i need to get more sleep i might get another job.... as a hostess i'm not sure yet can i handle that? i may not be hostess material i won't be able to work 2 jobs during school hmmmm this weekend should be eventful i've got to plan something for emily on friday...for a going-away party thing saturday i work saturday night has been designated as phillippa's birthday night sunday i have to study for a test in my class monday ps. yoga is different i like it and hate it all at the same time pss. i like michelle branch's indie album (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Sunday, June 30th, 2002
1:28 pm	where is my internet? no connection i need a connection online when i can find it summer school begins again at 8am i will learn to interpersonally communicate and do the downward dog along with other various yoga poses maybe summer will go by fast when time is managed well the apt is more empty...i miss nikki already hey lauren and nikki, can i pretend i live with you sometimes :) Current Mood: indifferent (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Thursday, June 27th, 2002
10:33 pm	work the kids i am a nanny for were pretty good today poor things never see their parents i'm one of 3 nannies the parents both work all the time and when they're not...they're at the movies they go twice a week...that's a lot of movies anyway the 3 year old told me he liked me tonight that makes me happy after a stressful afternoon of running around with a drawing in my car i finally talked to my professor and i will be able to turn it in i'm scared i don't want to leave it alone he better be careful with it its a picture of my mom i should get to bed soon big day in a semi big city tomorrow a change of scenery will be nice Current Mood: sleepy Current Music: alkaline trio and k's choice over and over again (Comment on this)
8:45 am	ouch i'm up this morning with an ache in my head it pounds with my heart beat my teeth were clinched all night my forhead wrinkled in strain i'm not sure what all the worry was about as i was asleep but i'm definitely feeling it now everything must be accomplished before 3pm today thought i wanted to write not so much now Current Mood: grumpy (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, June 24th, 2002
10:48 am	today class store milk drawings phone battery return the scariest movie ever (Comment on this)
10:22 am	are you troubled by the many faiths that mankind professes? are you lost in the valley of conflicting beliefs? do you think that freedom of heresy is less burdensome than the yoke of submission, and the liberty of dissent safer than the stronghold of acquiescence? if such be the case, then make beauty your religion, and worship her as your godhead; for she is the visible, manifest and perfect handiwork of God. cast off those who have toyed with godliness as if it were a sham, joining together greed and arrogance; but believe instead in the divinity of beauty that is at once the beginning of your worship of Life, and the source of your hunger of happiness. -Gibran I will keep my heart open to light. there are times when the light burns, when it is too bright, or when it is too revealing. somehow, i must accustom myself to the light and learn to look with steadiness at all that it discloses. I will not yeild to the temptation to regard the light in me as being all the light there is. always i will seek to let my steps be guided by such light as i have at any particular moment. even in the darkness i will learn to wait for the light, confident that it will come to cast its shaft across my path at the point of my greatest and most tragic need. because God is the God of the darkness as well as the light, i shall be unafraid of the darkness. i will keep my heart open to truth and light. -howard thurman say not 'i have found the truth,' but rather, 'i have found a truth.' -Gibran Current Mood: thoughtful (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, June 21st, 2002
10:42 am	i just spent way too long looking around here lots of drawing today (Comment on this)
Wednesday, June 19th, 2002
9:56 pm	something's missing well it happened. the nipple ring was removed today no more holes in lefty i go to the piercing place today to get a larger ring he takes one look and says "OMIGOD...that's way to small!" soooo...i think...good thing i'm getting a bigger ring simple right? he takes the old small ring out that hurts then he begins to insert the new ring hmmm not going in lots of pain he says "this is very odd ....i've never seen this happen" scary thing to hear a piercer say as he stares at your boob the hole has closed up.....IN SECONDS he attempts RE-OPENING unsuccessful so the ending ....i have to come back in a month he'll pierce me for free apparently i have super human healing powers at least in my left boob i'm not sure if i want to go through healing times and more scaring it may not be worth it this makes me sad it took so long for me to finally get it done (10 monthes and 5 days ago) and now its gone just like that i'm sad...i had an attachment to it but i feel weird being sad looking down won't be the same anymore Current Mood: sore Current Music: elliot smith (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Monday, June 17th, 2002
10:36 am	opening an old journal hmmm... i was recently RE-introduced to this live journal thing it's been a long time and i don't really know if i like it all that much i prefer to lurk and read not much on opening up these days **trust issues** hmmm yes after spending the day at home yesterday entered my apartment found an old journal from this past year and read my soundtrack of sad instrumental movie theme songs played interesting experience its okay to cry sometimes well who knows when i'll write here again i hope NO ONE feels sad or alone today alright back to drawing Current Mood: thoughtful Current Music: lauryn hill-selah (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, July 31st, 2001
1:27 am	i will write later...i am tired Current Mood: sleepy (Comment on this)